Monday, February 22, 2010

Count it All Joy

2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

So, I've got my case of trials going on.... lots of them. In my own personal life, in lives of my loved ones, everywhere I turn. But this is nothing new. It's life. It's life as a child of God. I'm not trying to be "happy" or smile about them all and pretend that all is well. I don't think that is what God's after. He is after my heart and the tenderness of it and the humility in the struggles. It's hard to smile when things are falling apart, huh?

So, what I am trying to be intentional about is saying yes to whatever He is doing to produce whatever He needs to in my life or the lives of the ones I love-- for His glory. THIS IS THE PLACE WHERE I CAN FIND HIS ABIDING JOY, even when the water is rough and the pain is deep.

Surrendering. Submitting even when I don't feel like it.

This is what builds the real, genuine religion James is talking about. This is what I truly desire.

Lord, help me in my flesh to see all of these trials, struggles as opportunities to grow and know You better. Help me not try to figure out the answers in my own strength or wisdom. May the ways and answers be Yours. I know I am not alone. Thank You for being my Rock in which I can rest. Thank You for being my Hiding Place. Have Your way in me and in the ones I love. Magify Yourself in all of us. Bring me through these roads of challenge a deeper, more trusting, passionate woman of Jesus.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

I like your comment on not just pretending everything is alright. i know this is taught a lot today in christian churches, a "fake it till you make it" mentality. today God reminded me that I am so weak, but strong in Him. Thank you for sharing this. =)